What strategies do I use to cope with negative feelings? Oh that’s easy. I write, journal, and create screenplays, sometimes I’ll even create stories. Thy Evil Side, I created in 2016, and I was able to process negative emotions that I feel about meddling social workers. I also wrote A Damsel In Distress in 2016, that help me process negative feelings. We all have fantasies about what we would like to do to someone when they anger us. Just recently, a weak-minded assistant manager named Erick at Planet Fitness decided that he’d play mind games with me. His goal was to destroy my already fragile self-esteem. I joined Planet Fitness in June of 2025. I could barely walk. I’d gained about 50 pounds from the Pandemic of 2020. When Erick saw me, he made his mind up to destroy me mentally by playing mind games, then spreading false rumors about me to the manager, and his co-workers, and some of the other members. I have no idea why Erick chose to target me for his anger, but he did. When I arrived at the gym, he just couldn’t keep his eyes off of me, and went out of his way to mess with me. I will journal about how he made me feel, and fantasize about how I’d like to retaliate against this little man. This spineless man, this inferior man, the man masquerading as a man, but who is still a child mentally. I wanted to enter Planet Fitness, armed with bear spray. The good kind, from Cabela’s. I would act as if everything was ok, smile, and even say hello, while unleashing the bear spray all over Erick. Oh, I would tell his co-worker to step aside, because they don’t want a dose of what was about to go down. Ironically, before I cancelled my membership, when I went in Planet Fitness to work out, Erick was standing there behind the desk with his co-worker, and he ducked down behind the desk as if he was expecting to the have the glasses slapped off of his face, or be sprayed with bear spray. Erick is a spineless creep, and no doubt he’ll play mind games with someone else since I am gone. Trust and believe, there are people out there crazier than I am, that will act out their fantasies when provoked.

Just a reminder to those who serve the public. Be careful about how you treat people. If you need to try to ruin someone’s day by playing psychological games with them, you need to remember how vulnerable you are working behind a desk without any type of protection. Anything can happen to you. This isn’t the job for you, because one day, you’ll meet the wrong person who will bring bear spray, or worse and unleash on you.

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